Restless Mind

from by XO Matteo



Depression // Suicidal Thoughts

If ever you feel these thoughts. watch me. go on Youtube and watch me. I will try my best to bring the best out of you. I wrote these lyrics long ago. It’s feel that it’s okay to feel this way. I just want to put it out there, If you feel the lyrics relate to you in any way, come get happy with me. we'll get through hard times together.



Hard times never left me when everyone disappeared
This comes straight from a heart that isn’t here
And all the atrocities that I’ve caused in the past
Cloud my head, fond memories never stood a chance

If this doesn’t kill me tonight
The burdens of tomorrow will

now they plague me
now they break me

what I would give to forget
take away the part where my hatred is kept
get away from my restless mind
have happiness of any kind

now they plague me
now they break me
and how they plague me
and how they break me


from Light Headed, released August 20, 2017



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