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Light Headed

by XO Matteo

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1.
How can I forget the things I regret When the weight of the world lays on my chest Smiling seems so foreign I must confess And I'd give my life to put this pain to rest Take a look at my apartment building and you’ll see a fucking light on I cant sleep, just think about the things that I’ve done wrong Three thirty in the morning, I’m on the ledge of my building My latest obsessions Is falling deep in depression Losing sleep, contemplating my mortality letting things get the best of me Over-analyzing everything And this schedule goes on for weeks And it brings me to my fucking knees “At this very moment, I wish I were dead. I just can’t cope anymore” Just like Ian Curtis said.
2.
Numb 01:07
The echoes of your fucking voice still haunt me They'll haunt me til' the last breath I fucking breathe That night my world was shook to the fucking core I'm still broken, maybe worse than before I want you (to know you took my innocence) I need you (to know I haven't felt whole since) And it's people like you who need love the most But it's people like you deserve it the fucking least You took a bright-eyed kid and made him numb and callous He’ll live a life heavy hearted, confused, unbalanced.
3.
Black Clouds 01:47
Sometimes I look back on my life and I'd wonder if I'd go through it twice never have I ever said yes never have I ever said yes My one chance of life went to hell I wouldn’t wish upon anyone else Heartache grew to anger True feelings I knew My struggles taught me so much but once was enough I've learned my lessons and I'm through Black clouds have been hanging since birth They will always remind me of how little I'm worth Come from a place That you're destined to fail So-called friends Are destined to bail They’ll drag you down They’ll drag you down Put you through hell They'll leave you all abandoned and to fend for your fucking self Black clouds have been hanging since birth They will always remind me of how little I'm worth
4.
Hard times never left me when everyone disappeared This comes straight from a heart that isn’t here And all the atrocities that I’ve caused in the past Cloud my head, fond memories never stood a chance If this doesn’t kill me tonight The burdens of tomorrow will now they plague me now they break me what I would give to forget take away the part where my hatred is kept get away from my restless mind have happiness of any kind now they plague me now they break me and how they plague me and how they break me
5.
Iced Out 02:36
Waging wars with the wolves from my past I wasn’t strong enough then But now they’ll feel my wrath Understand that with the passing of time I got a tight grip on reality The blatant lies you chose to spread I thought they’d haunt me til’ my death Now you’re pounding on my door Acting like we’re friends I won’t answer Never again ice you out. Times changed, and you changed for the worst No longer the man I used to fear Cast aside my whole life Fueled my fire, fueled my rage and my pride I overcame the problems life threw at me In hopes to see that one day of your suffering You can never live a day in this world You’ll never have the upper hand on me
6.
Hey kid, I was just like you Just a little bit lost and a lot more confused wishing everything would be alright losing hours of sleep in the dead of night I'm telling you kid, the weather doesn't get better I'm telling you kid, everything will stay the same The weather doesn't get better Just pouring rain We’ve been burdened with this haunted curse Dark days ahead, prepare for the worst Set up for failure since the day we were born. Just pouring rain
7.
I took your fucking side It drained my fucking life and I'll never be the same again Remember when we were friends? Remember way back then? Now I put the fear inside of you I won't stop hating Until heart stops beating I won't stop screaming Until my lungs stop breathing I won't stop hating Until my blood stops bleeding I won't stop hating Until my eyes stop seeing red
8.
Premonitions of how hard my futures gonna be I feel it in my bones I'll head down this dismal life alone to keep trouble away I'll keep a heart of stone Death has took a liking to me And his best friend misery Constantly suffocating me with his presence It’s hell on earth, it's a life sentence Just stay away from me Bad news is all I bring Just stay away from me I’ll pull you down with me

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released August 20, 2017

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